Is full of inactivity,lack of inspiration, things you hoped to obtain- but were taken away from you before you even got them, friends leaving, friends coming, rejection, acceptance.



Story of my life right now.


I'm changing schools for the first time, and its frustrating. The school I want to get into is full and I'd have to be put into a waiting list. But there isn't another school I'd want to go to in my district. Its frustrating as HELL. And I was forced to choose 3 schools out of the 8 , and there was only 1 that would suit my acedemic needs and get me ready for college.


So , I could be stuck in a Bio-Med Academy when I want to go into Fashion Design. Great huh?

Oh , and there IS a Arts and Technology highschool. But it's a joke. The people there are all the same. Scene goth kids. And I just don't fit in, and to top it off, there are no classses available that I want to take. I'd be stuck with the bare minimum of classes I have to take to graduate. Great huh? So that wasn't even one of my options.



So we wait untill friday to figure out what's going on. They're goign to put me on a waiting list to get into PoC, and so far I'm the only one. But if I don't get accepted, or a kid doesn't leave, I get stuck in a med school. Yay? I know right? Oh, either that or a communications school, which I am SO good at. Yeah /endsarcasm


And I finished driver's ed. And find out this week (same date as I find out my school crap), if I passed the test or not. So that day is going to be DANDY. OH and I figure out if I got accepted into any of the jobs I applied for..yaaaaaay D:

/prepareforemotionaltrainwreck



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So this next week I'm going to a family camp with a few family friends. And I'm hoping it'll be fun. But right now I have too much to think about. And I'm not able to handle all this emotionally.



All in all life isn't throwing me anything I can work with.

Well guys. I'm off to Mexico in a few hours <3

I'm so excited its gonna be hard to sleep.


I'm going to be gone from the 22n'd till the 1st of April. So please keep me in your prayers for a save trip (and my parents as well, they're going on a separate trip on a cruise)



But I'll be sure to draw lots and take lots of pictures <3

I'll miss you guys~


-Azu/Kerilyn

Stole this from

1. Put Your iTunes (or whatever music player) on Shuffle.
2. For each question, press the next button to get your answer.
3. You must write down the name of the song no matter how silly it sounds!
4. Put any comments in brackets after the song name.


If someone says, "Is this okay?" You say?
-Marathons (Falling Up)


What do you like in a guy/girl?
-I Have Friends in Holy Spaces (Panic! at the Disco)


How do you feel today?
-Crush (David Archuleta )


What is your life's purpose?
-Touchdown Turnaround (Hellogoodbye)


What is your motto?
-Switchblades and Infidelity (Fall Out Boy)


What do your friends think of you?
-Nobody Puts Baby in the Corner (Fall Out Boy)


What do you think of your parents?
-The Great Escape (Boys Like Girls)


What do you think about very often?
-Kiss My Sass (Cobra Starship) [lol wtf]

What is 2+2?
-Stuck To you (Hellogoodbye) [lol]

What do you think of your best friend?
-What I've Done (Linkin Park)


What do you think of the person you like?
-I Like to Move it [don't ask,plzkaithx]



What is your life's story?
-Snakes on a Plane (Cobra Starship) [wooooow]


What do you want to be when you grow up?
-Survivor (Destiny's Child)


What do you think of when you see the person you like?
-When The Day Met the Night (Panic! At the disco) [awww, sweetest song EVER]

What will you dance to at your wedding?
-B.Y.O.B (System of a Down) [FTW!]


What will they play at your funeral?
-Fearless (falling Up)

What is your hobby/interest?
-The Bassmachine (basshunter)


What is your biggest fear?
-She Had the World (Panic! At the disco)


What is your biggest secret?
-Rooftops (lost Prophets)


What do you think of your friend?
-Can You feel the love tonight? (disney, Lion King) [DAWW}


How would you describe yourself?
-Toxic (britney spears)


What will you post this as?
-4 Minutes to save the world



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NOW YOU MUST DO THIS.

Its fun : D

Its good for WTF moments : D

I must have the most bi-polar journal ever.

Dang.

-dude the little emotion icon is a joke. I think its hillarous - *points up at my 'mood* xD it was either that or


Just felt like updating...cause...well....I can.

: D


I can't get my pictures back that were in my iphoto library, which really makes me sad, because all my memories were there. Oh well. I"m getting over it I think D :



But my dad might've fixed my camera problem. Ima have sammmmmmmy fix it tomorrow D : because she's amazing. But I guess there was something like...it was set on 3mp when we have 10mp's to use or something like that D :

I don't get it but whatever.


Ohohoh. I decided I wanna start doing irl commissions. Probably not online or anything just yet, but I wanna see if I can get some people at school to buy my art xD Or commission me. For under 10 $ even! I wanna do 5 $ chibi's. D : But I dunno who would buy them. But Its worth a shot, hm?

-lesigh- I just want cash D :


But I am doing a picture for one of my good classmates out of the goodness of my heart <3 She came up to me last week and asked me if I'd draw her a tinkerbell picture. She's volunteering at a children's hospital, and is paired up with this girl who loves fairies (especially tinkerbell), so I made her a picture and am going to get it printed at costco sometime this week for her. I even did a background omg! -gasps-

But It made me feel really good, she liked my stuff enough to ask me to draw gift arts for someone else : D

And its going to a little girl in a hospital. I kinda want to know what her reaction is going to be to the picture... > > '' I like seeing people's faces when I give them gifts. Or just to surprise them like when I leave triiiiiiiish her presents outside her door. Just randomly there. lol....


OooH~ And me and janey are walking together : D Its fun. I think we're planning on doing it a few times a week. Exercise heckyes!

lol.

Tredmills make me go crazy. Like when you walk off of it, you feel like you're still going and its amazing. Its like your legs are on a high. @ w @


Hm. I think I'm just about done with my rant...


OH YEAH . I may start making my clay thingers again. I'm sorry Jane and Sam for not finishing your guy's requests. I'm not very speedy when my desk is a mess D : But I'll get your poopoo and tp and bra done!

I promise

: D

I may take comissions for those too. : D

like... 5 $ a charm?

I unno.. D :



ANYWAYS ...

I'm so done with my rant now. I promise : D

Thanks to whoever the heck actually reads these xD

<33


-peace out home dawgs-

/endrant

Today wasn't going good from the start and it just ended even worse.

I accidentally dyed my hair black, or at least, super duper dark brown. I dun wanna look like two certain people at my school D :

And to top it off. ALL of my band tour photos, and banquet photos dissappeared. I opened iphoto and It said that I had no library. So I guess that got wiped some how.

Which really sucks, because those were the only freshman year pictures I had. And now they're gone.


Yeah. I rant a lot in these journals. but I need to get stuff out somehow D :


And I look awful with black hair btw D : <


If anyone laughs at me tomorrow I cry.


D :


/endrant

ps. My dad's a douchbag.

///endrant