Is full of inactivity,lack of inspiration, things you hoped to obtain- but were taken away from you before you even got them, friends leaving, friends coming, rejection, acceptance.



Story of my life right now.


I'm changing schools for the first time, and its frustrating. The school I want to get into is full and I'd have to be put into a waiting list. But there isn't another school I'd want to go to in my district. Its frustrating as HELL. And I was forced to choose 3 schools out of the 8 , and there was only 1 that would suit my acedemic needs and get me ready for college.


So , I could be stuck in a Bio-Med Academy when I want to go into Fashion Design. Great huh?

Oh , and there IS a Arts and Technology highschool. But it's a joke. The people there are all the same. Scene goth kids. And I just don't fit in, and to top it off, there are no classses available that I want to take. I'd be stuck with the bare minimum of classes I have to take to graduate. Great huh? So that wasn't even one of my options.



So we wait untill friday to figure out what's going on. They're goign to put me on a waiting list to get into PoC, and so far I'm the only one. But if I don't get accepted, or a kid doesn't leave, I get stuck in a med school. Yay? I know right? Oh, either that or a communications school, which I am SO good at. Yeah /endsarcasm


And I finished driver's ed. And find out this week (same date as I find out my school crap), if I passed the test or not. So that day is going to be DANDY. OH and I figure out if I got accepted into any of the jobs I applied for..yaaaaaay D:

/prepareforemotionaltrainwreck



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So this next week I'm going to a family camp with a few family friends. And I'm hoping it'll be fun. But right now I have too much to think about. And I'm not able to handle all this emotionally.



All in all life isn't throwing me anything I can work with.